Monday Meme

I think this is my favorite part of the week.  I decided that I need to be flexible.  Some days I don't get to touch my computer, so I probably won't get to every part of my little schedule all the time, but I'll keep doing what I can. But this particular day I just really like doing. :) I think I'll just tell you a few childhood memories I've been thinking of.

1. At one point my siblings and I decided that calling each other mixes of animal names was super insulting.  I remember once that in a sassy voice I called Jennifer "Pig-giraffe!  Half giraffe, mostly pig!" And then I ran because I knew I had just earned myself a beating.
2. Once we were playing outside in the sprinkler and we decided we should make a swimming pool in the sandbox.  I know at least Jennifer and James were with me.  We turned on the hose and filled up the sandbox and had a great time.  I remember I could just barely float above the sand without touching it. I thought it was wonderful!  Mama didn't agree, though.  We were in trouble when she came out to check on us.
3. I used to like to play Cowboys and Indians or Cops and Robbers with James and his friends.  It was great fun.
4. We once had turkeys, and one of them was named Snood.  He was mean!  He would chase us like he wanted to bite us.  It was kind of creepy.
5. We also once had a dog named Rolly.  This was at the time I was just starting to remember things (I mean, like I was really little).  My parents took him to the pound, though.  He was a naughty doggy and liked to chase cars.  I don't remember him very well, though.
6. We had chickens for a long time.  They lived in a fenced part of the backyard and had a big coop.  It was at the back east corner of the yard by the wood pile.  My siblings and I liked to climb on top of the chicken coop.  It was great fun.  I can't remember if it was allowed or not, but we sure did climb up there a lot. If I remember right there was something like shingles up there, and I liked to feel the roughness of it under my shoes. When it was time to eat them we'd take them to the Chlarsons' house, and those boys would chop the chickens' heads off and then prepare them all just right, I believe.  I only went along once when the chickens were killed, and I don't remember it much.  I do remember it was in their backyard.  I was probably skipping around playing, too busy to watch much.
7. Robert had rabbits for a while at one point.  One of them was white with pink eyes.  One of them got out into the backyard one evening, and we all had a fun chase to get it back.
8. We had some finches at one point.  I believe we had two sets of them.  I loved them so much.  (Not enough to clean out the cage, mind you, but I did love to sit and watch them.) One of them we named bowd (bode?) because it was like how one of our younger siblings said bird.  I can't remember how the birds died.  Oh, wait.  I think they didn't get fed because somebody thought they had enough food when really it was seed shells that they left in their bowl.  Anyway, I remember we buried them over on the east side of the house.  I made little headstones out of sticks and wrote their names on them with crayon or something.
9. And speaking of pets, we had goldfish when I was little.  It seems like they were kept up on top of the kitchen cabinets because I remember climbing up there and crumbling crackers in there, trying to feed them.  I was pretty little.  Well, let the record show, crackers are not good snacks for fishies. 
10. Goodness!  I wonder why I'm talking about animals so much today!  Well, here's one that isn't about animals.  We used to go watch fireworks on the 4th of July at the football field at the high school.  They charged people by the carload to get in.  It was fun to sit there in the stands with half the town.  The fireworks were set off at the visitors' side.  We all sat there and said, "Oooh!  Aaah!" together.  I liked that.
11. One time Kimberly and I were sitting on top of the chicken coop talking, and she said something I knew we were not supposed to say.  I knew that she didn't know she shouldn't say that, but what I saw was an opportunity to get her in trouble.  So without missing a beat I went and told Mama.  Oh, that was so mean!  Poor Kimberly!  We often weren't very nice to her.  But we were jealous because it seemed like she always got the best toys for her birthday.  Ha, ha!
12. OK.  Last one.  When Lynnette was born we older siblings were sent to stay with the Wiltbanks.  We spent the night there and then went to school the next morning.  We were supposed to ride the bus back to the Wiltbanks' house after school, but that was a different bus than we usually rode.  I wanted to make sure it was the right one, so I asked my teacher.  She said, "No. You don't ride that bus.  You go to Sunset Acres." Then she went along the line of buses asking, "Do you go to Sunset Acres?"  She found my normal bus and put me on it.  I was scared all the way home.  I was sure nobody would be there.  Well, I got home, and the car was there.  I knocked on the door, and Daddy answered.  I asked if I could please come in.  He said no.  He was just teasing, but I was such a nervous wreck that I started bawling!  He let me in and assured me he was just teasing.  And I got to meet Lynnette before my other siblings. :)

Things to Be Happy about Today

Sooo... I was saying the other day that I needed to start being more thankful, especially while wading through crap like I have been. (In case you don't know me, crap is a bad word.  I don't use it unless I REALLY mean it.) And it's not like I don't feel thankful for the goodness in my life anyway or that I don't know there is A LOT of it.  I just thought I'd record some of it today.

1. Yesterday I made turkey bacon with whole-wheat (no white flour added) pancakes (with wheat ground in my new wheat grinder) for breakfast, and it was yummy!  I like to butter my pancakes and slather them in warm applesauce.  Yum!  And, yes, I do mean that the turkey bacon was good!  I think turkey bacon has come a long way since I tried it last.  I was surprised!  I know there are people who will never like turkey bacon.  That's ok.  I understand the appeal that all that grease has because then it's juicy and crunchy at the same time.  But this bacon was good!  We've decided we like the Jennie-O Turkey Bacon best, but Oscar Mayer was pretty good too. :) That's empowering!  I have been wanting to make some changes in our diet because greasy food gives me a tummy ache.  So knowing that I can still have bacon makes me really happy!  It makes me curious to see what else is yummy that I thought would be gross.
2. You see what I did?  I had you thinking I would be talking about today, and then I talked about yesterday.  I'm hilarious!
3. Speaking of my new wheat grinder, thank you to my parents for giving it to me!  It made the prettiest flour I have ever seen!  It was so fine and soft. It made me really happy. :) Plus, there isn't much that is more fun than dipping my hands in warm, freshly-ground flour.
4. My grape hyacinth flowers are starting to come up.  It will still be weeks or months before they bloom, but they're coming!
5. That means spring is coming!  I wish it didn't mean that Jeremy's wheezing and coughing and sneezing, and I also wish it didn't mean that I'm wheezing and coughing and sneezing.  But the weather is quite lovely and warm.  I love it.
6. Hyrum gets to be in the Gilbert Temple Celebration on March 1.  He will be singing and dancing with like 13,000 youth, and that is so exciting!  I love how excited he is about it too!  He is learning a square dance for it, and at last week's practice his partner was Corrinn VanBuskirk. *wink, wink* (Corrinn has been Hyrum's friend since they were like 5, and we like her a lot.  I think Hyrum likes her too. ;) But isn't this exciting?!  President Monson wants to speak with them all just before they start, too.  It will be an event Hyrum will surely never forget. :)
7. We have a new young family in our ward.  Hooray!  They are the Jarvis family, and they have 3 little kids.  And the wife is from Snowflake.  She says she's a transplant to Snowflake, but now all her siblings have married people from there, so she feels like she's kind of related to the whole town like everybody else in Snowflake. ;)
8. I'm wearing my boots today!  I've worn them a few times this winter.  It is so fun!  I feel like they look awesome, and I've noticed that when I feel like I look awesome people will tell me I look awesome.  That makes me happy. :)
9. This goes along with that last one, but hooray that I can wear my boots!  I've kind of yo-yoed back and forth with my weight, but somehow with Brom's pregnancy I came out skinnier, so my boots fit again.  I think it was because I didn't like eating during this last pregnancy.  (Don't worry.  I made myself eat for the sake of the little guy, and he turned out just fine.  In fact, he was more than fine!  He was quite large.)
10. I like that the four older boys got MP3 players for Christmas.  Sometimes it's kind of challenging to get their attention with all these earbuds, but I like having them listening to good music.  Music always made me happy.  I am really happy to share it.  Now I just need to get them to sing along on-key. Ha ha!
11. It's Sunday!

In hindsight, though

It kind of makes me laugh to think about "hit rock bottom and kept bouncing." The imagery is terrific.

Maybe I'll talk about it a little. Among other things, we are dealing with past stupidity from stupid people. It is lame, and there is nothing we can do to fix it. And we have been kind of short on money since Christmas. And Timmy has been so sick and now Brom is. That makes for a sad night. So there you go. That is our latest lameness. Now it is time to count my blessings.

Do you ever feel like you hit rock bottom and just keep on bouncing? That is how it has felt to me since, oh, May 2012 or so. I feel so petty thinking about it, too. We have definitely been blessed, even as we bounce, but it has been scary and frustrating. We need some miracles. I am sure praying, but I am also sure hurt and scared.

And, no, I don't want to talk about it more than I just did.

Tuesday Inspiration

Today I was thinking about the talk Carole M. Stevens gave at the General Relief Society Meeting in September.  (Here)  It was my favorite talk from that meeting. She talked about keeping the covenants we have made with God. I love it because she points out that we keep covenants by simply listening to th Spirit and doing what He prompts us to do. It isn't as hard as we sometimes thinks it might be. We just do what feels good and happy and closer to God. And it doesn't have to be something big. Sometimes it is just listening to someone or withholding judgement. I like that. :) Baby steps. Every day a little better.

I like the sister she talked about who said to people, "Don't be offended. That's ridiculous." Of course, she is right. We imperfect humans should stop feeling offended by other imperfect beings. But I am not sure I would be brave enough to say that for fear I would offend someone.  Ha ha! Well, it is something to think about and work on.

I am thankful for the covenants I have made. They help me live closer to God, and that is just what I need.

Meme Monday

Went to the dentist with Jill early yesterday morning. Took a nap. Went shopping. Had a cook with the other Burks. And then it was FHE and bedtime. Phew! There's my excuse, cuz I know you're asking.  ;)

I think I'll just make up my own meme today.

1. Name a few things on your bucket list.

Ahem. I would like to try hang gliding, and I would like to hike across the United States. But most importantly, I want to someday be in the Temple with Jeremy all of our children. And I want us to do an endowment session together. There is my ultimate goal for this life.

2. Tell us a memory from your childhood.

Once my siblings and I had a big box. We made it into a house. I wanted to make it amazing like the one in my beginning reader book at school. It didn't come out as great as I hoped, but it was still fun. We made some plastic wrap window panes. I wanted to make curtains, but I don't remember if we ever did. Anyway, I LOVED that house for the while that it lasted.

We had crop dusters that flew around the town to people's fires spraying pesticide. One morning I was playing outside, and a crop duster was out. I got scared that it would spray on me and I would die, so I went in our cardboard house and felt quite pleased with myself for having such a great place to hide.

Another time we were playing in the sprinkler outside with one of Jennifer's friends.  After we were done, Jennifer and her friend used the cardboard house to change out of their swimming suits. I was jealous. I wanted to change outside. At the time, I was convinced that is I stood right by the front of our car, which was parked right in front of our house, nobody could see me. So I took off my swimming suit, grabbed my clothes, and ran out the door, hoping Mama wouldn't notice, even though, I believe, she was right there in the living room. I had just gotten to the car when my plan was foiled. Mama took me inside and made me change in there. And they laughed me!

Well, there ya go. That meme is long enough for today. :)

Stuff

Well, I thought about writing yesterday, but I haven't thought of a good theme for Friday. And then we went up the mountain, and I forgot to think about it further. Oh, well.

Well, I did want to talk a bit more about that book I'm reading. (Man's Search for Meaning.) I am 90% done, and, boy, is the last half kind of dry! It has lovely quotable quotes, and it's all tied together nicely, but the tone of voice makes me think of Professor Binns from Harry Potter. He is an old ghost who teaches the History of Magic, and drones on and on. He taught until the day he died, and the next day he just got up as a ghost and continued teaching like nothing had happened.

That is not at all to say I haven't enjoyed the book. I am glad I'm finally reading it. And you can tell he is quite well-educated and has done a lot of studying. But maybe this book wasn't written for a curious but not-as-educated stay-at-home mommy of 7. Oh, well.

The latest point I have gotten from it is that life is like a movie. All the little pieces fit together and have meanings, but it isn't until the end of the movie that we see how all those little meanings are unified into THE meaning of our life. Our lives are like that because the meaning of our life is what we find in our day-to-day decisions. We find meaning as we decide what we are going to do and, thus, what we are. And not only that, but the meaning of life is different for each person. And the meaning changes from situation to situation. It is a personal thing to find meaning in our lives.

He also says that when people commit suicide it's not always because they've lost the meaning in their lives, but helping them find or remember the meaning helps them want to live.

Another thing he said that I liked is that old people are to be envied, if anything, rather than looked down on. He says they have their whole lives behind them with so many meaningful things that they have done tucked away into the past. Your past can't be taken from you, so you want to fill it with as much meaning as you can.

It is just such a neat book. What an amazing man. He pointed out that one reason why he survived the concentration camps was that he found meaning, a reason to live. When he was taken to Auschwitz he had to give up his life's work, the manuscript of his first book. But as he was so close to dying from Typhus he stole bits of paper and wrote out what he remembered of his book in short-hand. He knew he just had to get it done. That was his meaning at the moment. Pretty cool. It definitely makes me think of making things more meaningful in my own life.

Just Because

I just remembered something.  One night when Joshua was just a few months old we were living in Mesa and Jeremy was away with his scouts overnight. Joshua spent a lot of the night crying.  I do remember feeling frustrated and probably even angry at a few points as the night wore on, but what I remember most is pacing up and down and up and down that hall, carrying Joshua. I walked slowly and bounced as I went. It seemed to be the only thing I could do to calm him.

I remembered something about an after-hours clinic our pediatrician had, so I looked it up, and in the morning I was able to take him in. It was in the mall and the exam rooms were extra cheerful. He had an ear infection or two. Poor fella. I was so thankful that they could take care of him and I didn't have to wait until Monday.  What a tender mercy for Joshua and me both.

I am thankful for times like that. It seems like sometimes I look back on the hard times fondly because I remember taking care of those who mean the most to me and feeling love for them intensified. What a neat thing. Truly, the more love you give, the more you have to give.

Throwback Thursday

Here is my daddy holding me on my blessing day. :) (Scroll down to "Naming and Blessing Children" if you follow that link.) I love this picture!  Just look how he's looking at me!  I think he likes me. ;) Also, it is good to remember that our parents were young parents once.  They experienced the same joys and worries. And they made it out ok. :)

Wordless Wednesday

Tuesday Inspiration

I've really gotta get used to this blogging every day again thing. :)

So...Tuesday Inspiration. Here I will quote something I read or explain something I learned. Here is something I read this last week from Man's Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl.

"We who lived in concentration camps can remember the men who walked through the huts comforting others, giving away their last piece of bread. They may have been few in number, but they offer sufficient proof that everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms--choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way...

Dostoevsky said once, 'There is only one thing that I dread: not to be worthy of my sufferings.' These words frequently came to my mind after I became acquainted with those martyrs whose behavior in camp, whose suffering and death, bite witness to the fact that the last inner freedom cannot be lost. It can be said that they were worthy of their sufferings; the way they bore their suffering was a genuine inner achievement. It is this spiritual freedom--which cannot be taken away--that makes life meaningful and purposeful."

That is pretty darn great. I honestly had no idea what I was getting into reading that book, but lemme tell you, it is quite interesting. It turns out that Dr. Frankl was not a Jew. He was a psychologist who got sent to Auschwitz for helping Jews. And his book isn't like other Holocaust books because it is about the psychology of it all and the need to find meaning even in suffering. It is really neat. I like, also, that he doesn't leave God out of the equation. Psychologists these days have to. I often think that if there is a reason when psychology fails that is it.

And there you go. That is your inspiration for the day. :)

And now for a word about our littlest guys.

Timmy is quite passionate about Angry Birds. He called it "Anga Birds" for a long time, but is now starting to call it. "Angy Birds." (That is angry without the r.) He sees the Angry Birds stuffed animals and piggy banks at Wal-Mart and gets really excited. He also likes Bad Piggies, which is made by the same company and is quite good at it. Anyway, last night he saw Michael wearing Angry Birds slippers and came absolutely unglued. He just had to have those things! Finally we pulled out some Yoshi ones. He doesn't know who Yoshi is though, so we called it a dinosaur (which he calls" dine-suh-sore"), so he tried to open Yoshi's mouth and said, "Waaahr!" (That's how dine-suh-sores growl, after all.)

Timmy also really loves puzzles. He watched me doing the puzzle app on my phone many times. He liked that a lot. We also have some little kid puzzles on a preschool app on that computer. He does them easily. For Christmas we got him a set of four Winnie-the-Pooh puzzles (6-9 pieces each). He loves those too. He can sort all the pieces into the right puzzles too. And what really amazes me is that he can do the puzzle Jill got for Christmas really well. It is like 24 pieces!

And Brom is 4 months old now. He is doing great. Brookes to grab things. He likes to study his hands as they grab each other. He likes to stick his fist in his mouth, and sometimes he'll get one or two fingers pried out of his fist and suck on them. He likes to lay on the floor sometimes, and when I lay him there he waves his arms and kicks his legs like crazy. It's so cute! He does the same in the bathtub. Fun times!

Brom is overall such a happy guy. But when he is having a hard time and isn't hungry or stinky he likes me to cuddle him close with his pluggy in his mouth, and he likes me to hold his hands. It calms him down pretty good, and then he falls asleep for a bit. He probably was just sleepy anyway.

Brom doesn't nap much. He prefers to nap in our arms if he is napping. He wakes up as soon as he is set down. But he sleeps like 7 or more hours every night, so I guess that is the price we pay. It's ok. Oh, and he loves Mommy and Papa best.

Ok, just a bit more about Timmy. He and Joshua both have official autism diagnoses. That means we can get therapy for Timmy. I think Joshua is fine without it. Timmy has been starting to understand ownership and will often claim his own things now. ("My chip. My ball.") He uses a few sentences and understands what they mean. (Before, the only sentences he used were just repetition of things he has heard, and he just kind of copied the sounds. He didn't really understand what he was saying.) And a few weeks ago we borrowed the Diary of a Wimpy Kid movie from the library. There is a kid on it that likes to say "Zoo-ee mama!" Timmy picked up on that (like other phrases he picks up from movies and commercials) and kept saying it, and then a day or so later he was calling me Mama and knowing what he meant! Kind of a funny round-about way, but that silly movie helped me to finally get a name! :D

Monday

Don't you love how I thought it was Tuesday last Wednesday?  I did all day, even though I took the boys to scouts.  (It was Michael's first time at Cub Scouts!  Yea!)  So I wrote that Monday Meme thinking it was Tuesday.  When I realized it was Wednesday I decided I was too far behind and I'd just start again today.  So here I am. Ahem.

1. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
Assuming I had an ex, I would probably help him.  It is the right thing to do.
  
2. Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction?
Duh! I would congratulate her! That is awesome.  What kind of question is that?

3. When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
Well, I don't think I have ever wanted to punch somebody in the face.  I was pretty upset with somebody yesterday, though.  I am sorry I can't elaborate here. :P

4. What is the last thing you spent money on?
Groceries

5. Do you think you gained or lost weight this past month?
Probably gained a bit

6. Crunchy or Puffy Cheetos?
Crunchy, but I think I have about reached my limit on these.  They definitely don't sound as good to me as they used to.

7. The first person on your friends list just called you a bad word. What do you do?
What are we?  In grade school?  Well, I guess I would cry and unfriend.  I can't imagine why anybody would do that, though.  What did I ever do?! ;)

8. Congratulations! You just had a son. What’s his name?
That's just mean.  I've already got 6.  I am about out of names.  I guess we'll have to go with Frederick (pronounced like on Sound of Music).

9. Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What’s her name?
I did?!  What the...  Where in the world will we put her?  Her name is Hannah.

10. What are you craving right now?
Nothing

11. What was the last thing you cried about?
Refer to #3 (What is up with these questions? Who is going to really answer that?)

12. When you buy something and your change is 2 cents, do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it?
Keep it, though my coin purse is too full.

13. What color is your tissue box?
I don't have one.  I use TP.  It's nicer than a lot of tissue on the market, anyway.

14. Do you have a ceiling fan in your bedroom, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
Yes to both

15. What was the last voicemail you received about?
A dentist appointment

16. Have you ever blocked someone on Facebook?
Yes.  I have a friend who suddenly rated about 100 (no exaggeration) romance novels on Good Reads one day.  I was shocked, and I was annoyed that my news feed was full of crap. (PS That is a swear word for me.  I only use it when I'm pretty mad.)  Her only other posts were her menu for the week.  What the...?  I didn't want to hurt her feelings, though, so I blocked instead of unfriending.

17. Scariest thing you’ve experienced in the last year?
Goodness.  I don't like thinking about that.  I guess I'll just say it's pretty darn scary to have a C-section and leave it at that.

18. Do you wear a name tag at work?
Nope.  I think they know my name around here.

19. What kind of car do you want?
I want the van I have, except clean. :D

20. What do you order when you go to Burger King?
Whopper - yum!

21. Have you ever had a garage sale?
Yes. We disliked it so much we've never done it again. We just donate.

22. What color is your cell phone?
Black

23. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
Haaaaa-haa-haa!  Alcoholic beverage?  You're funny.

24. Are you happy right now?
Sure.

25. Who came over to your house last?
Becca and her son David

26. Do you drink beer?
No.  What in the world?

27. Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
I think Jennifer might have once. I don't know.

28. What is your favorite key on your key chain?
The van key, I guess.  It's the easiest to spot.

29. What was the last movie you watched at home?
Lord of the Rings series?

30.What is in your pocket?
 Wearing a skirt today.  But my pants usually have my phone and shopping lists and receipts.

31. Who introduced you to your husband?
Nobody.  I just saw him there.

32. Where do you hurt?
My shoulder and arm are tired because I'm feeding Brom while I type, and this chair also hurts my bum after a while.

33. Has someone ever made you a Build-a-Bear?
No.  Thank heavens!  I've got too much stuff.

34. What’s something fun you did today?
Talked to Brom.

35. What is your favorite aisle at Target?
Food

36. When is your birthday?
February 3

37. Is there anything hanging from your rear view mirror?
No

38. How many states in the US have you been to?
5

39. What kind of milk do you drink?
Whole or 1%.  I get whole for Jeremy because he doesn't get enough calories.  WIC buys us 1%.  So it just depends on if I used WIC checks to buy it or not.

40. What are you going to do after this?
I'm hoping to get Jill's room clean today and set up the crib in there for Brom.

41. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
Brom and Jill are my most frequent shopping buddies.  I think last time I had Joshua with me instead of Jill.

42. What is something you need to go shopping for?
Probably milk.  Definitely bread.  Maybe eggs.

43. Do you have the same first name as one of your relatives?
No.

44. What kind of car do your parents drive?
Good question

45. Are you rich?
 Ha, ha!  No.

46. What color is your couch?
Brown

48. What famous person do you look like?
 Nobody I know of

49. Does someone like you right now?
Jeremy does. :D And I am pretty sure my children do too.

50. Say you were given a pregnancy test right now. Would you pass or fail?
Uhhhh... Well, that depends on whether or not I want to be pregnant, doesn't it?  I am pretty sure I'm not pregnant.

51. Favorite pop-tart flavor?
Cherry. No icing.  But I can't stand to eat them very often.

52. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
No.

53. What are your plans for the weekend?
Get ready for Sunday and go to church :D

54. Do you like the color green?
Yep

55. Who was the last person you sent an instant message to?
Do you mean on Facebook?  I don't really message anywhere else.  I think it was my siblings.

56. Last restaurant you went to?
McDonald's drive-thru on the way home from the Temple :)

57. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
I think I slept about 10, but I was awoken like 3 times.  Still, I need to start getting to bed and out of bed earlier.

58. Do you swear at your parents?
Nope.  Not even in my head. ;)

59. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No

60. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
Yes.

61. What is your ringtone?
 I don't remember.  I switched it recently, but it is just one that came with the phone.

62. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping.

Meme Monday

Allrighty, guys. It is a new year, and I am kind of bored with my old blogging format. (You know, where I blog when the notion strikes if said notion happens to coincide with time to act upon it.) So today I sat and thought up a new way to blog, and it ought to be more fun (at least for me!) I may shake things up even more later, but for now I will just have a theme every day.

So starting yesterday, Monday is Meme Monday. Except that I didn't think of this until today, so I will try to do both yesterday and today right now. Whee! :)

For Meme Monday I will find a list of questions and answer them. I love that idea. :) Besides, I like to make runoff or change the questions or correct the grammar sometimes. All the better. Most memes seem to be written for teens anyway, so they are fun to make fun of. And if I happen to change a question, that is fun because I am asking myself questions in front of an audience,  and that makes me giggle. :)

So anyway, for this first meme I looked for one that was for adults but not risque or something. I scored on my first try. :) So here we go.

1. What bill do you hate paying the most?
I would say mortgages because they cost the most, but I like having a house. Maybe I should say phone because it costs a ridiculous amount. Hmmm... No. Probably my least favorite thing to spend money on is stuff at Wal-Mart. It is usually just necessities, but it always costs too much, and that makes me feel bad.

2. Do you miss being a child?
Nope. I am pretty happy with my life as it is, even though it is stressful at times.

3. What chore you hate the most?
Probably dishes. Gross. But I am always so happy when they're done. I like the bleach-clean smell of the dishwasher soap, and I like seeing the kitchen clean. But doing them is gross. I would rather wash the toilet.

4. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
Well, hmmm... We really don't get to go out for romantic dinners much. Usually, when we go on a date (every 6 months or so) we go to a movie and are running too late to eat too. So we hurry and grab our kids after the movie and go eat some cereal or a protein shake at home. The last time we ate out of our house together was probably in the hospital after Brom was born. Ha ha! But our favorite restaurant in Globe is China Taste.
Phew! At this pace this post will be a mile long!

5. If you could go back and change one thing what would it be?
I would be more patient. I would try to plan ahead so we didn't have to rush every time we go anywhere.  Actually, I am working on this. There is still time.

6. What was the name of your first grade teacher?
It was Mrs. Ball. She was nice. She let us bring a book and tape from home, and then we could sit on a stool in front of the class and show the book and turn the pages. That was way fun.

7. What do you really want to be doing right now?
Hmmmm... I'd like to be eating or sleeping, but really right now I am pretty pleased with what I am doing already.

8. What did you want to be when you grew up?
I wanted to be a nurse or a ballerina or a teacher, each at different times. My last one (that I took to college with me) was music teacher.

9. How many colleges did you attend?
2. Eastern Arizona College (AA degree in music education) and Chandler-Gilbert Community College (just for the gym).

10.Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now?
It is relatively free of stains and holes, and it is not too tight.

11. What are your thoughts on gas prices?
I don't have time to pay much attention to them. They are too high, but I am thankful for discounts I get at Fry's.

12. First thought when the alarm went off this morning?
I haven't been using an alarm on weekdays. I have been waking up to Brom. I always try to decide if I'll fall back asleep or just be awake, but most of the time I just have to wait and see. Sometimes I am too tired to be awake, and sometimes my brain starts turning and I can't go back to sleep.

13. Last thought before going to sleep last night?
"Good golly, I love this bed!"

14. What famous person would you like to have dinner with?
Oh, how about President Monson? :)

15. Have you ever crashed your vehicle?
I backed into our gate post at least twice. Does that count?

16. If you didn't have to work, would you volunteer?
I am a stay-at-home mom. I don't really have time.

17. Get up early or sleep in?
Sleep in, please!

18. What is your favorite cartoon character?
Any that can make me laugh really hard. I like Patrick on Spongebob. Be Os pretty consistent. 

19. Favorite thing to do at night?
Sleep. After watching something or reading a book.

20. When did you first start feeling old?
When I was pregnant.

21. Favorite lunch meat?
I am not a fan of sandwiches hardly at all. But I do like a sub sandwich now and then with turkey or pastrami.

22. What do you get every time you go into Wal-Mart?
Most times: milk and bread.

23. Do you think marriage is an outdated ritual?
No. I think it is necessary.

24. Favorite movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?
I don't really have a movie that I worry about people knowing about. As for TV shows, people might be surprised that I like watching Bones. But I'm not really embarrassed about that either. Hmmm... Yeah, I am pretty comfortable with myself.

25. What's your favorite drink?
I love water and milk, but my absolute drool-inducing favorite is probably orange juice.

26. Who from high school would you like to run into?
Oh, ow about Gina Bond or Heather Broadbent. I like them. :) Of course, they are both married now, so those names are not up to date. But you all know who I mean. Maybe.

27. What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now?
I don't know. I don't like the radio stations here. I wish I had a CD player!

28. Sopranos or Desperate Housewives?
Uhhh... I have never watched either, and I think I would like to keep it that way.

29. Worst relationship mistake that you wish you could take back?
I wish I had learned to communicate before I got married. That would have saved some trouble. (And not just how to do it but to actually do it.) I also wish I had stood up for myself more. But we live and learn and I am getting better.

30. Do you like the person that sits directly across from you at work?
These people are my children and husband, so yes. That is a definite yes.

31. Have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purpose?
No.

32. Last book you finished reading?
The Hiding Place. Oh, I loved it!

33. Do you have a teddy bear?
Yep. His name is Jeremy. :) I do have a stuffed teddy bear too, but I am not even sure where he is.

34. Strangest place you have ever brushed your teeth?
I guess on the porch of a cabin.

35. Do you go to church?
Yep. I go every Sunday, and I love it!

36. How old are you?
35 (for 26 more days)